Happy Mothers Day
I Still Send My Love
May 12, 2019
The last time we talked you sent me a text that said, “You were in my dreams last night, I pray everyday you remember what a beautiful daughter of the king you are Meaghan.”
[Meaghan is my birth name.]
I responded in anger, and cut you off. A few weeks later you asked me what you had ever done to make me feel unloved. I didn’t respond, you completely missed the point.
“You should know, that until you accept me as your son Camden, we will not have a relationship, and you should know, that it’s on you both.”
I spent months conflicted about how everything went down. I was annoyed that I was still concerned with your well-being over mine. So I set out to resolve the problem. My solution, to write you and dad a letter filled with love and positivity, but also filled with strength, courage, and maturity.
The parting sentence stated, “You should know, that until you accept me as your son Camden, we will not have a relationship, and you should know, that it’s on you both.” That was February 28th, 2019, and as I suspected, I haven’t heard from you. But, its okay, I am at total peace with my resolution.
That’s why I still send love to you on this mothers day. I hope it brings you joy and that you are celebrated. I hope you remember how magnificent and important you are. I love you.